Is it because I’m ugly that no one has sent me birthday wishes?

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These were the thoughts running through Minta’s mind as she lay quietly in the corner of the shelter. It was her birthday, the day she had been hoping for some recognition, some love, but instead, she was met with silence. Minta had been in the shelter for what felt like a lifetime, but today, she couldn’t shake the feeling of loneliness that seemed to weigh her down even more than usual.

Minta was blind. She had never seen the world the way other dogs did. Her days were filled with darkness, and her sense of smell, hearing, and touch were her only guides. But despite her challenges, she had always been a loving, loyal companion. Still, there was something about her blindness that set her apart from the other dogs. It made her feel different, maybe even a little unwanted.

She had seen dogs come and go from the shelter, all of them receiving love and attention from the people who came to visit. They were younger, healthier, and perhaps more visually appealing, and Minta couldn’t help but wonder if that was why they found homes so quickly. But for her, it seemed like the world was a little colder. People rarely lingered when they saw her. Her blindness made her seem “incomplete,” and her mismatched fur, tattered from years of uncertainty, made her look different—perhaps too different for most to care.

As she lay on her bed of straw, listening to the muffled sounds of the other dogs playing and barking in the background, Minta couldn’t help but feel a pang in her heart. She could hear the voices of people who came to the shelter, sometimes even bending down to pet the other dogs. They would speak in soft, kind voices, giving those dogs the love they deserved. But when it came to Minta, the hands that could have been her salvation never seemed to reach for her.

“Maybe I’m just not pretty enough,” Minta thought. “Maybe I don’t deserve anyone’s love because I’m not perfect. Maybe they think I’m a burden, something they don’t want to take home.”

The shelter walls seemed to close in on her as she thought of all the other dogs who had gone home with families, leaving her behind. She had tried so hard to be the best dog she could be. She was patient, kind, and affectionate. Yet, every year, when her birthday came, the silence would be deafening. No one seemed to remember, no one would wish her well, and she was left with nothing but her own thoughts.

But despite all her feelings of sadness, there was a flicker of hope deep inside her heart. Minta still believed that one day, someone would see beyond her blindness, her scars, and her imperfections. She wanted to believe that there was more to her than what people saw on the surface—that even though she couldn’t see the world around her, she still had love to give, and someone out there would recognize that.

As the day wore on and the shelter grew quieter, Minta stayed close to her bed, her head resting gently on her paws. “Maybe today is different,” she whispered to herself, hoping that somehow, someone would walk in, kneel beside her, and make her feel special, if only for a moment.

And while she may have doubted her worth at times, deep down, Minta knew that the love she had to give was endless, and one day, the right person would see it. And when that day came, it wouldn’t matter whether she was blind, or ugly, or old. She would have found someone who understood that love isn’t always about how someone looks, but about the heart they offer. And Minta had more than enough heart to share.

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