Is it because I’m not beautiful that people keep their distance from me?

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In the heart of a bustling city, I navigate the crowded streets, my thin coat ruffled by the cool wind. My name? I don’t have one anymore. At least, not one that anyone remembers. I used to have a home, a family, and a name that meant something. But all of that faded away when I became just another stray, living on the fringes of society.

I am a dog with a crooked jaw, a permanent reminder of my rough past. My features are uneven, and I know they make me look different. Some might say I’m not beautiful, and I can’t help but wonder, is that why people keep their distance from me? I watch as others pass by, their faces lighting up at the sight of sleek fur and bright eyes. But when they see me, their expressions change. They avert their gaze, quicken their pace, and move on as if I’m not even there.

Each day is a struggle for survival. I scavenge for food, rummaging through trash cans and alleyways, hoping to find something that will fill my empty belly. The world outside is harsh, and I often face the elements alone. The cold nights send shivers through my bones, and I find myself seeking shelter wherever I can—underneath benches, in abandoned doorways, or even in the shadows of a busy street.

There are moments when I catch the eyes of a kind stranger, a fleeting look of pity or curiosity. But that brief connection never lasts long. They hesitate for a second, and I can feel their uncertainty. I wonder if they’re judging me based on my appearance. Is my crooked jaw that off-putting? Am I so unworthy of their compassion simply because I don’t fit their idea of a beautiful dog?

I recall a day when I saw a group of children playing in the park. They laughed and chased after one another, their joy filling the air like music. I couldn’t help but wag my tail, yearning to join in their happiness. I approached them cautiously, hoping they might see beyond my flaws. But as I got closer, I heard their laughter fade. One of the children pointed at me, exclaiming, “Look at that weird dog!”

Those words pierced my heart. I turned away, retreating to the safety of the shadows. It was a familiar feeling, that sting of rejection. I lay down beneath a nearby tree, my spirit deflated. I curled up tightly, wishing I could disappear. Why did it have to be like this? Why couldn’t they see the love in my heart, the loyalty I longed to give?

Days turned into weeks, and my loneliness only deepened. I witnessed countless dogs being walked by their owners, receiving affection and care, while I was left to wander the streets alone. I longed for a warm home, a gentle hand to pet me, and a voice that would call me by a name. Instead, I faced the reality of my situation—a dog who was different, abandoned, and unloved.

But then, one day, everything changed. As I scouted the outskirts of the park for scraps of food, I felt a gentle touch on my head. Startled, I looked up to see a woman kneeling beside me. She had kind eyes and a warm smile that radiated comfort. “Hey there, buddy,” she said softly. “You look like you could use some love.”

I couldn’t believe my ears. Love? Did she really mean that? I was so taken aback that I almost didn’t respond. But as she continued to pet me, I felt a flicker of hope ignite within me. For the first time in what felt like forever, someone was showing me kindness despite my appearance.

She reached into her bag and pulled out a sandwich, offering me the remnants of her lunch. I hesitated, unsure if I could trust her. But the scent of food was too enticing. Slowly, I took the morsel from her hand, and in that moment, something shifted within me. Perhaps it wasn’t just about how I looked. Maybe there were people out there who could see the beauty in my spirit, who understood that love knows no bounds, not even physical imperfections.

Over the following weeks, the woman returned to the park every day. Each time, she would bring treats and spend time with me, allowing me to feel the warmth of companionship. She never seemed to care about my crooked jaw or my ragged coat. Instead, she looked into my eyes and saw the dog that wanted to love and be loved in return.

Eventually, she decided to take me home. I was filled with joy and disbelief. I had finally found someone who saw beyond my exterior. As I settled into my new life, I learned that beauty is not about appearances. It’s about the love we give and the connections we make. My crooked jaw became a symbol of my resilience—a reminder of my journey and the battles I had fought to find happiness.

As I snuggle up beside my new owner each night, I understand that I am worthy of love, no matter how I look. People may still keep their distance, but I know that true beauty lies in the heart. I am no longer just a stray dog; I am a companion, a friend, and a creature deserving of affection. And in my newfound family, I have finally found my place in the world—a place where I am cherished for who I am, not how I appear.

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