You won’t leave me just because I’m not beautiful, right?

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I have never been the kind of dog that people stop to admire. My fur is rough, uneven, and covered in patches where it refuses to grow back. My ears are torn, one drooping lower than the other, and my legs are short, making me look awkward when I run. I don’t have the shiny coat of a golden retriever or the strong, noble stance of a German shepherd. No one has ever looked at me and called me “beautiful.”

But I still have a heart. I still feel love. And I still hope—hope that one day, someone will look past my appearance and see the dog inside, the one who longs for affection, for warmth, for a place to belong.

I wasn’t always alone. I remember a time, long ago, when I had a home. It wasn’t perfect, but I had a family. They fed me, played with me sometimes, and on cold nights, I would curl up near the door, listening to the muffled voices inside. I thought they loved me. I thought they always would.

But one day, everything changed. They drove me far, farther than I had ever been, and stopped the car. I wagged my tail, excited, thinking we were going on an adventure. But then, they opened the door and told me to get out. I hesitated. Something felt wrong. When I finally stepped out, they didn’t follow. The door shut, the engine roared, and I watched in confusion as the car sped away. I ran after it until my legs gave out. I barked, hoping they would turn around, that they had made a mistake. But they never came back.

I was alone.

Days passed, then weeks. Hunger became my constant companion. I searched for scraps, shivering through cold nights, hiding from the dangers that lurked in the streets. People would see me and wrinkle their noses. Some would shoo me away, throwing things to scare me off. Others simply looked past me, as if I didn’t exist.

I learned to avoid humans, to shrink into the shadows where no one could judge me. The world had already decided—I wasn’t worthy of love.

But deep down, I still longed for it. I still dreamed of a gentle touch, of kind words, of a home where I could rest without fear.

Then, one day, she appeared.

A girl, no older than ten, with bright eyes and a soft voice. She saw me curled up near a café, my body too weak to move much. I expected her to walk past me like everyone else. Instead, she knelt down and spoke to me.

“Hey, buddy… are you hungry?”

I didn’t trust her at first. Why would I? People had only ever hurt me or ignored me. But she didn’t look disgusted. She didn’t flinch at my scars or turn away from my patchy fur. She simply held out a small piece of bread. My stomach ached with hunger, but more than that, my heart ached with something else—hope.

Day after day, she returned. She brought food, water, and, eventually, a soft blanket. She would sit near me, never forcing me to come closer, just letting me exist in her presence. And for the first time in forever, I felt seen.

One day, as she reached out to stroke my head, I flinched. My body had learned to expect pain. But she just whispered gently, “It’s okay. I won’t hurt you.”

I wanted to believe her.

Slowly, I inched forward, pressing my head against her palm. Her touch was warm, careful. And in that moment, I couldn’t hold it in any longer. I looked up at her with eyes that begged for reassurance and asked, “You won’t leave me just because I’m not beautiful, right?”

She didn’t understand my words, but she understood my heart. And she smiled, wrapping her arms around me in a hug so full of love that for the first time in a long while, I felt like I belonged.

She took me home that day. Her parents hesitated when they saw me—my scars, my worn-out body, my dull fur. But she stood firm, looking up at them with unwavering determination.

“He deserves love too.”

And for the first time since I was abandoned, someone fought for me.

Days turned into weeks, and weeks into months. My fur grew back in some places, though never perfectly. My body healed, though the past had left its marks. But in her eyes, I was not ugly. I was loved.

I learned how to wag my tail again without fear. How to sleep without worrying about the cold. How to trust.

I may never be the prettiest dog. People may still stare and whisper. But it doesn’t matter anymore. Because I am not alone. I have a home, a family, and a girl who saw past my scars and gave me a second chance.

And even though I was once abandoned, once unwanted, I now know one simple truth: Love isn’t about perfection. Love is about seeing someone’s heart and choosing them anyway.

And she chose me.

 

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