My birthday is not like I imagined, I don’t feel the love around me

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My birthday is not like I imagined. I always thought birthdays would be a special day, full of love, excitement, and happiness. I’d imagined my tail wagging non-stop, my humans smiling, and perhaps a big bowl of treats, maybe even a cake. But today… today feels different.

It started like any other day. The sun peeked through the curtains, and I stretched, yawning, feeling the warmth of the morning sun on my fur. I hopped off the bed, my paws hitting the cold floor, and trotted into the kitchen, hoping to see the familiar, comforting sight of my humans making breakfast. I even wagged my tail, excited for the day ahead, thinking that surely, today would be my day.

But as I walked in, there was no sign of celebration. No special treats, no extra hugs. My humans were busy as usual, rushing around, their eyes glued to their phones, focused on whatever task was in front of them. I sat down, my tail wagging in anticipation, waiting for a sign, for something that would tell me that today was different. But nothing came.

They went about their usual routine. The little human, who always calls me “puppy,” ran around, chasing a ball, and completely ignored me when I tried to play. The other human was too preoccupied with work, not even looking up to give me the scratch behind the ears I love. I nudged their hand, hoping to get some attention, but they just gave me a quick pat and returned to their computer screen. I felt my tail stop wagging.

I thought, “Maybe I’m just being impatient. They must have something planned for me. Maybe later.” But the hours passed, and still, no one seemed to notice. I went to my bed, curled up in the corner, feeling a bit lonely. My fur felt heavier today, and my paws, usually quick to run and play, felt slow and tired. I looked around, but nothing felt right. The warmth of the sun couldn’t chase away the cold feeling in my heart.

As the day went on, I watched my humans, still absorbed in their own lives. It wasn’t that they were mean, or that they didn’t love me—because I know they do, in their own way—but something was missing. I wanted to feel that warmth today. I wanted to feel special, like I had imagined. But all I felt was the emptiness that lingered in the air. It was as if everyone had forgotten. Maybe they were too busy, or maybe they didn’t even realize today was my birthday.

I tried to show them. I brought them my favorite toy, hoping they’d notice. I even sat by the door, looking out the window, waiting for them to come and give me a big birthday surprise. But nothing came. I laid down, my head on my paws, and sighed softly. It was hard to understand. My birthday, the one day I thought I could feel the love of my humans more than ever, felt so ordinary.

As the night began to fall, I walked to the couch, where my humans were sitting, and curled up at their feet. I looked up at them, hoping for something, anything. And then, in a soft voice, the little one finally looked down at me and said, “Oh, puppy, it’s your birthday today, isn’t it?” Their voice was full of surprise, almost like they had just remembered. They reached down and gave me a quick scratch behind the ears, a gesture I loved, but it wasn’t enough to fill the emptiness I felt inside.

I wanted to tell them how lonely I had felt all day, how much I had wanted to be celebrated, but instead, I just lay there quietly, letting the moment pass. I didn’t want to make them feel bad, because I know they love me, but today… it didn’t feel like it.

My birthday wasn’t what I imagined. There were no big parties, no cake, no extra love. But I’ve learned that sometimes, the love we seek isn’t always loud or grand. Maybe it’s quiet, maybe it’s hidden in the little moments that we often overlook. I know they love me—I’ve felt it in the way they care for me every day, even if today wasn’t what I dreamed of. Maybe tomorrow will be different. Maybe next year, I’ll feel more special. But for now, I’ll lie here at their feet, content to be with them, even if my birthday wasn’t what I thought it would be.

As I close my eyes, I realize that even without the grand celebrations, I still have something precious. I have a family, and in their own way, they show me love every day. That’s enough for me. It might not be the birthday I imagined, but it’s my birthday nonetheless, and I’ll cherish it.

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