It has been a week since I arrived at the shelter, and my owner has broken their promise to come back for me

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It has been a week since I arrived at the shelter, and my owner has broken their promise to come back for me. Every passing day feels heavier than the last, each moment stretching into an eternity of waiting. I sit near the front of the cage, ears perked up, hoping that the sound of approaching footsteps means they’ve returned for me. But the faces I see are always unfamiliar, their voices filled with kind pity but never the recognition I yearn for.

I still remember the day they brought me here. The car ride had been quiet, too quiet. My tail wagged eagerly, even though I sensed something wasn’t quite right. I thought we were going on an adventure. They had brought my leash, my favorite blanket, and even a toy. But when we arrived, their voices were low, tinged with sadness I couldn’t understand.

“You’ll be okay here,” they said, kneeling to stroke my head one last time. Their touch lingered as if they were reluctant to let go. “We’ll come back for you. It’s just for a little while.”

I didn’t bark or whine when they left; I trusted them. They had always been my world, the ones who fed me, played with me, and held me close on stormy nights. I believed their promise. But now, as I stare at the cold, gray walls of this shelter, I wonder if they ever meant to keep it.

The shelter workers are kind. They give me food and clean water, and sometimes they sit by my cage to offer a gentle word or a pat on the head. But it’s not the same. Their touch doesn’t carry the warmth of familiarity, the unspoken bond of a life shared together. I appreciate their kindness, but my heart aches for the family I’ve lost.

The other dogs here are loud, barking and whining for attention. Some have given up entirely, curling into themselves at the back of their cages. I’m not sure which is worse: the noise or the silence. I try to stay hopeful, but it’s hard. Every time a family comes through, I sit up straight, wagging my tail, hoping they might be here for me. But they always walk past, their eyes lingering on younger, more cheerful dogs.

I can’t blame them. My fur isn’t as shiny as it used to be, and my eyes probably look sad. I’m not as energetic as the puppies bouncing in their cages, vying for attention. But I still have so much love to give. If only someone would see it.

Nights are the hardest. When the shelter lights dim, and the world grows quiet, the memories flood back. I think about the times we spent together—running in the park, curling up on the couch, and sharing moments that felt like forever. I think about the sound of their laughter, the way they used to call my name, and how safe I felt when they were near.

Sometimes, I wonder if they miss me too. Do they think about me? Do they regret leaving me here? Or have they moved on, their lives continuing without the dog who loved them unconditionally?

A week isn’t a long time for humans, but for me, it feels like a lifetime. I don’t know how much longer I can hold onto hope. The shelter workers talk about finding me a new home, but the idea scares me. What if I’m not enough for someone else? What if I’m abandoned again?

Still, there’s a part of me that refuses to give up entirely. I dream of a day when someone will look into my eyes and see the loyal heart that still beats beneath the sadness. I dream of a home where I’ll never have to wonder if I’m loved, where promises are kept, and where I’ll belong forever.

Until then, I’ll keep waiting. I’ll sit near the front of my cage, listening for familiar footsteps, hoping that one day, the promise they made will finally be fulfilled.

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